The world, MY hell

haiz.haiz.haiz.haiz.Haiz.
why am i sighing?
my world is flipped upside down.
the world ain't beautiful place anymore.
my readers, could u still remember ur childhood days?
so wonderful, relaxing, and innocent.
ever wonder why small kids and babies are so cute.
cos they are innocent.
they dun think much.
when we grow up, we start to think.
when a baby is crying, he is hungry or scared or wadever.
he/she does not hide his/her feelings
like i mentioned, i went to my pri sch and saw kids impersonating teachers.
when u ask them: how do you feel?
they said: HAPPY!
they willingly agree to wad ppl wan them to do.
for ppl our age.
u ask them smth like this..
response: eeeeeeee.dun wan lah...pai seh leh...wah lau!call me do this.............
we start to THINK. dats why
small kids are innocent. they are simple.
they are not afraid to express themselves.
in a way, it's a good thing
small kids do not hav to worry much abt their hmwk, exams, food, money, time to play....
all these things are brought to them
70% of their time is used for playing.
when i was a kid, i always thought of growing up.
now, i always thought of going back.
those carefree days...
but, technology is changing everything.
from humans to environment
we humans are using a lot of technology in our lives.
our dads and mums say: remember how we fly our kite/ play marbles/ swim in a river?
we say: remember how we play gameboy/ pokemon cards
kids now say: HEY. does ur hp hav.../ ur mp3.../ my house the com pentium 4, flat panel...
SEE the difference?Noe wad i'm toking abt?
abt the environment, i shall not dwell on it. i'll leave it to our geog teacher.
although i hate to admit, the teacher is right
the world is indeed dying with each passing moment
it needs our attention.
our fathers protected it well.
we should do so for our later generations.
STOP being so selfish
think abt it...


everywhere i go, i see couples.
kissing, hugging, laughing...
even though they are quarrelling, i still envy them
at least they dated before.
they knew wad's love.
the pain, the happiness, the wonderful times they had...
for me, alone.
the worse sight is me walking home in the rain.
opposite the road, acouple sharing an umbrella waiting for a cab
girl lies onto guy's shoulder
in front of me, an old couple ard 70+ sharing an umbrella
man wiping water of woman's face
OHHHHHHHHH.SO ROMANTIC!!!
even ah ma ah gong oso like dat.
me?
walking in the rain without an umbrella
pathetic
how i wish i could be the couple, get married and eventually, the old couple
my frens hav steads, blog abt them too
describe how much he/she cares
the teases, the quarrels and the patches
one word : LOVE
no matter how big the world is or how bad ppl are, this extraordinary thing call love exists
it unites ppl.
it brings out the best in others
even suicide bombers hav it
they love their religion and wad mislead
wad a waste
love is a great thing
but ppl are misusing it.
i hope i can find my true love someday...
i'll guess i'll continue walking in the rain without an umbrella...crying
for now, i'll just love myself
eating mac now...