EMO? NO!!!!

hey
back agn
but nt happy
nt REALLY happy
like in the past
duno wad happen this yr
alot of sadness ard
and i'm nt an emo kia
seriously
juz wanna share...

firstly, my family
my dad is stress with work
so when he comes back
and hears mum nags at me
it isn't a gd thing
so he was quite angry dat day
and kinda quarrelled
nah, it's more of silent anger
which is even more scarier
den it drags to other areas
like sch work
and the whole thing starts agn
they say i dun understand but
this is hw i see it
i do my work, yes, i really do
i might be lazy sometimes
when i'm lazy, they always happen to see
but when i'm studying, they do not
they meaning my parents
so once agn, the saga begins
nt really quarrelling lah
but kinda sad
my parents dun wan me to play or watch any dvds
they say i shld concentrate on studies
i say i need to relax
they say relax juz lie down on the bed and rest
hello?
cant i relax awhile
for few whole months without dvd and games?
will die leh
and dat's wad anger them
they start saying some guy
who is in poly nw
hav endured a few months without com games
and get 10pts
but he wan go poly
he's an N(A) student
hey!
so wad?!?!?
he is he
me is me
and who noes wad he say is real
and whether he gt watch DVDs or nt
damn
say until i angry
nw
and nw they are adopting this technique
u wan do wad go ahead
they keep saying dat
argh
oh ya, this too:
wad we ought to say, we say liao
it's up to u
WTF!?!?
i hear this "threaten" for so many times alr man
i'm frustrated
but wad can i do
the only child and only son
i can only bear with it
ALONE
no bros or sis to be dere for me
let alone frens
who dun really get the whole pic
enough with family probs
nowadays parents let me do wad i wan
but i'm nt complaining

nw sch
i think our sch VP is cool man
he came our class regarding smth
nt gonna say
but the way he speaks
the way he stands and everything abt him
u can really tell dat he's respectable
i found my respect to him
he's a gentleman man
no pun intended =P
well, frens in my class and the council change too
they r more emo nw
maybe they hav their own probs?
one guy close fren of mine
seems to hav changed
he seens to be growing distant with me and the councillors
i mean it's ok to hav other frens
but his attitude change A LOT
and ppl start to dislike him
and he doesn't realise it
i'm nt gonna say more even thought i wan
cos it will be obvious
for those who noe, gd
well, in the council
ppl change too
some r getting more touchy
AND sensitive
keep saying dun like this dun like dat
his comments are very straightforward
however, mu consider whether wad u say
is gonna be hurtful or anything
u can say: hey! dat's hw i thought
wad u going to do
wtf!?!
to hell with ur arrogant attitude man
wake up frm ur dream bubble
time to change for the BETTER!!!
cheryl starts to change
i start to change
we wanna be more matured
in a few monts time, dere's no more fun and games
and nxt yr, it's a whole new journey
we hav to change our behaviour
i think dat's life
dat's hw ppl change
dat's y i posted the previous post

well, this is my blog
this r my views
sry if u find my comments hurtful
i wan to get this off my chest
can tag me if u find it offensive
or hav my views wrongly on u
i'll change
so long as u dun shout straight in my face
with VULGARITIES worse
or show me attitude each day
and cold war with me
i hav to say agn
frens in sec sch life
r nt for life
and i shall nvr go back on my word
i dun mind to lose u as a fren
if u dun wan me to be ur fren
for the remaining yrs, in damai

i've siad wad i want to say
time to go
until nxt time
godd bye