Sixteen

yep, i'm finally say
feels weird though, when i've finally reached this point
before tt u r looking forward to 16
when u reach dere... it's nth special at all
so what if u can watch NC 16 movies? big deal
more blood, violence, harsh language and nudity
pfft, it's juz a goddamn show...
coming to this stage of life feels weird
somehow, after leaving primary sch, i dun feel extremely sad
however, thinking of leaving damai has been oddly saddening
is it cos i've grown up and think more?
or is secondary sch life is more exciting than primary's?
or are the friends and teachers tt we r emotionally attached to?
16... thinking abt it is scary
for guys, u r going to undergo tertiary education
and after tt, NS!?
it's so fast
things are going by so fast as we grow up
things juz flash by us
gosh, back when i was in kindergarten, holidays were heavenly
2 months feels juz like 3..
nw? it juz isn't enough and when we are adults, there will be none
unfair? tt's juz life
are the friend tt u hav made were to be forgotten?
it's up to us whether we wan to keep in touch
in pri sch, our so called "BEST" friends..
whr r they nw? still in contact? or nt?
for me, no... they seem to be locked up in my memory...
gosh, they wonderful times last time
silly things we said and did....
nw it's time to move on and be more mature
and being more mature, our fun time seems to be lesser
our definition of fun seems to change and it's much more difficult
to be able to hav fun alr...
last time, all i need is to run around at the void deck
with ohter small kids.. tt's fun
nw u call me do tt?!? =.=
my birthday each year seems to be more and more dull
[erhaps i dun hav a gang of friends which i always belong
i mingle around the class and other ppl in sch
sad to say i dun think i hav frens outside of sch
they all seem to be ex pri sch frens and sec sch frens
last time, my birthday is always celebrated
parties, relatives coming over, decorating the house, lots of presents
birthdat cake and many ppl singing birthday song
this year?
out with frens for one day doing nth much.. walking aimlessly
at shopping centre (appreciated tt though)
they gt me a coffee cake, but didn't sing song cos i didn't wan
nite time, go out with parents to eat
got home aunt giv a cake and left
cake was cut without singing song and i didn't even eat it
i was in front of computer, stone
hell, parents didn't even wish me happy birthday or giv me presents
oh rite, a new hp...
guess i couldn't complain huh?
but somehow, i prefer more ppl coming together having fun than
some grown up way of having time together
i rather nt hav the expensive presents
i duno y, i'm sad all of a sudden
i dun wish to cont...
thx everyone for ur birthday wishes and presents..
especially u...