ADVANCED!!!
Thursday, November 05, 2009 Thursday, November 05, 2009
As promised, i'm gonna start blogging again when i made it to JC 2, so obviously: I'M A JC 2 KID NOW!!!!
29 November!!! *HINT HINT*
I'm going to start blogging nicely now, have to leave the silly writing techniques used in the past. I was cringing when i read my previous posts... OH GOSH. Well, life now is more or less relaxing without PW or Mother Tongue exams chewing my ass. I think i spent alot of money going out and stuff, and i really feel guilty :/ AHHHHHH!! I have to buy prom stuff already but my dear JC 2 friends this year are about to have their 'A' levels in a few days.
My hols would be packed with activities like OGL camp, SYC '09 and i'm going to have tuition classes to brush up on my horrible foundation of my Maths. SO far, this year have been an awesome year. At least the impact of being retained is much more cushioned. I'm not going to blog very often, only when i'm really bored or there are some things i have to get out of my chest.
My grandfather is about to die. He si still around in the house as usual. But he has cancer cells all over the body, radiotherapy and chemotherapy don't work anymore. His head is turning black and he eats lesser. It really hurts to see that. And it's not helping when SOME relatives rarely visit him? My parents really dedicated and sacrifice alot for the family. It's impossible to finish describing and i don't want to divulge too much about my family problems. Every family would have their own. But it really maddens me, and particularly my dad, about how NATO (No Action Talk Only) they are! And he could be really frustrated with work and coming home to all these nonsense is not really helping him. Sometimes he will complain loudly to my mum or over the phone to my uncle. Sometimes he cries. He feels really stressed and sad for my grandfather, To see your own father who is usually the masculine and manly guy with a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, break down and cry, how do you feel?
Enough of it. I had enough. Seriously, if anything big is going to happen at my grandfather's wake, it will not be only my dad doing the talking and arguing, i'll be at his side and speak up for him.
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